B'day

d3ar...

Thanks for accompanied & celebrated with me on 21th Aug 2010.
Actually i was very happy caused already long time didn't celebrate my b'day.
I remember the "durian" cake, our dinner at Tmn Molek, Sing K...
And thanks for your present too, the video is very meaningful. I really like it!

This few day i look like unhappy but please don't blame yourself.
That's not your problem, i knew you already tried your best to make me happy.
But if you are facing this kind of family problem, i think will also make you crazy.

Look at my family, my dad and mum they are lots of problem...
What i worries is i afraid that i can't bring you happiness in the future...
I lost of confident, i afraid to marry and to make a family...
To maintain a family is not so easy, both parties need to work together...
Look at them i really lost of confident...

Working also another issue, i facing a lot of problem with my job...
I want to tell you but sometimes quite a lot of things we are hardly to explain by conversation...
That's a kind of feeling... hope that you can understand...

Also, i found that recently when you talk to me, quite emotion...
Sometimes will easy make angry to me, no matter that is only a small little things...
Maybe i think too much, hope so...

Just want to let you know, you are very important to me...
I really love you and i don't want to miss a things...
I also knew that in your heart that's my place, Appreciated!

P/S:
Please don't buy too expansive thing to me, i know that's your purpose to make me happy...
But i don't want you to hard working and finally saving money buy thing to me...
If you wanna buy anything please let me know, we discuss first ok!